upd 5.1

failed math main state exam, feeling like (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9S1QrLXNidQ)

upd5

the day i redo exams that i failed (russian and mathematics). today is the day i redo the russian exam (im dead af)

upd 4

alright so um, i feel a little better about relations, still studying for sure. music? eh 1.1k songs to do :), i got a lot of projects so, maybe after july will start, maybe. i got a job for july though. FUCK IT, its fine, i can make a few after the job anyways. OH YEAH BTW, i found a loving girlfriend:)!! not flexing, just showing happiness for her.. i confessed and she also had feelings for me, WHICH WAS REALLY UNEXPECTEDLY AWKWARD AND AWESOME THAT SHE FELT IT TOO!! i never wanna lose her cuz shes the one!! shes my one love. anyways back on the track. kinda got a lot of projects to do, which a little hint is, pseudonyms, and i wont tell others. ;)

so, it was a good week! good week, good day, and the yesterday and the day before. 

update 3

ok so um HEY i got a decent update..! i didnt pass the russian language and mathematics main state exam but im studing on russian just to at least pass it. kinda got depressed visiting grandpas grave cuz he wont have any dirt all around. oh yeah btw, I GOT A JOB FOR SUMMER!!!!!! STARTING IN JULYYYY!! im actually happy for a job but eh i cant laugh yet cuz i at least need to pass the main state exam. i did 10 points out of 33 but you need 15 to pass, which i think is awful 

good week man cya next time

 this is so fucking stupid